It is a rare thing indeed that I am apparently gifted with prophecy, that I may see what the future may hold in all its quantum probabilities, and from there decide my next course of action for the next few days. Well, that, or I'm just guessing about what's going to happen considering my current state of mind.

This aforementioned state is one of fatigue, borne largely from a rather persistent headache and nausea that appears to have plagued me for the past couple of weeks or so, as well as what might possibly be considered the sort of self-abuse suffered by people deep in the throes of inspiration, as unto a sort of addict; neglecting to eat until one keels over from exhaustion and hunger, choosing instead to type out just one more paragraph, no, really, just one more sentence and I'm done, I promise…

The upshot of this is that not only am I generally too tired to post much by way of anime blog entries, I must also consciously refrain from posting anything even if I do have an idea. This is because I have been told that as I approach a certain level of general low-grade constant irritation due to tiredness, my snarkiness level reaches critical status, and my normally mellow nature is overtaken by a sort of Hyde of scathing diatribes and strong opinions. If I am not careful, I might even say something that could conceivably offend someone, and that simply will not do.

On a completely unrelated note, Slimstat makes it possible for me to see from whence my incoming links originate, and curiosity compels me to follow these links back to their source and see why this blog has been chosen. A common theme I am finding is that while my writing style is much welcome among casual readers, my subject matter is particularly reviled and condemned, for whatever reason that I cannot quite fathom. Individual taste is one thing, but this unadulterated loathing is quite something else. My emotions are thus pulled into an eternal conflict between the desire to be nice and attempt to apologize for and justify my own tastes, as well as being told by other more reliable people that I apparently do not actually need to do so.

For those who regard the above as tl;dr: I'm feeling kind of unwell, and may not be posting much, in case I post something in anger that I'll regret.